Time passes
and things occur
and from day to day
they are much as you expect them to be in themselves.
And yet although, unbidden,
days accumulate into weeks, months and years
they are not of the same material
from which your dreams were once made
and they do not form a life
anything like the one
you foresaw.
And so it is,
in anticipating the picture,
that you step back from the frame,
eager to view what you have made in its totality.
It is not what you were expecting —
in fact, it is not even a picture;
it appears to have changed into a sculpture,
or a piece of pottery,
or a prism,
or a piece of coal…
a single dyed reed.
It is only in these moments
that Time stops long enough for you to realise all has been in vain;
the world has become fractal;
from afar simple, up close horrendously complicated.
How could a progression that once seemed so logical
have become so unfamiliar, so alien
so utterly not the life you intended to live,
and where are you in it?
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